What to do?

Don't know why, i felt so unsecure.
Ytd, i m chatting with my buddy online.. as usual. But, we got some misunderstanding..
She doesnt feel anything, but i feel very down after some conversation..
She seems not to care and trust me anymore..
and she always like to say " up to you, it's ur choice"
yah, i know that it's my choice.. But can't you be more caring like last time?

Disappointed. Speechless.

Singapore Animal Training School

I have been SATS for the past 1 mth alr. And.. time flies, attachment ending in 2weeks. But, to be exact... we left 1 short week. As compared to school, of course.. i won't wish to go back to the stress centre (school). I met 2 bestie in SATs.. Giraffe and zebra.. they treat me very well.. All the fun, laugher, pain, agony.. we shared together. =]

zoo family consist of.. Giraffe, chimpanzee, elephant and zebra.

Can't wait

OMG! This blog is totally dead. Haha. I m having my industrial attachment now. I have been posted to school but given a chance to change to SATS and i agreed to it. Done all the neccessary check ups and they said that they will inform me soon. 3days have pass already, no call yet. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT OF SCHOOL!!! It's a torture!! To face 2 person that u hate most.
I also can't believe that i actually stayed in front of the lappy for 7-8hours!! OMG!
Few hours ago, i heard of a story from my friend. This labrador is named miley, a female. They have this black labrador which is being treated badly. Miley is only 2 years old and she have some barking problem. Which the owner will hit her physically. She also been hit 2 times by the neighbour, which involve the police. Now, miley is going to be kick out of HDB flat because no labrador is allow in HDB. So, looking for a kind person who will treat her nicely that live in a landed property. Any kind soul, want a black coloured labrador?!

Down

Feeling dam down today.. Cause i felt my position is being threaten!! Ahhhh.. SHIT U AFS EC!!
But also, kind of happy. Because i think my smash had improved and of course more improvement are to be made. AND AND I GET MYSELF A ARCSABBER Z SLASH!! Woot..

1 Lecturer said that our results for last sem is not very good. 1 subject only but still very sad.. haixz.. NVM NVM!! Forget it~

5000bucks

On 16th may, I told my mum. I lost the motivation of running..
So, my mum told me. I willing to give u 5k, slim down and become more "girly"
AND THERE COMES MY MOTIVATION.. also Getting rid of my double chin..
Only the advantages for me, 1) 5k, 2) Better appearance, 3) better stamina, 4) More fit.

So.... Lets work towards my goal!! haha..

Now the time to think about my FQC and FSH!! OMG

Ryeowook

Recently, i m crazy about super junior M.. lols.. Especially Ryeowook.. His voice is dam nice~ A very special Vocal.. =D He's also dam funny when he is in entertainment shows.. He will daydream and also ask some unexpected questions.. LOLS!!

Yesterday, i took FSO class test and guess what?? It's the worst test i ever TAKEN!! OH MAN!! There goes my A... T.T

Unleash ur potential

University of New south wales, in Sydney. University of Reading, in UK. Which one should i choose?? But admission criteria of both university is not confirmed yet. Well, if they really accept me.. Can i survive in the UNI life?? Haixz.. My tuition teacher told me i have the potential, just UNLEASH it!! How to unleash it?? Never Doubt Urself, have confidence in urself. But the higher expectations u have the higher chance of getting hurt. Haixz.. wanted to go, but don't dare to go. PANG QIAN WEN!! GIVE IT A TRY!!
Bachelor degree of food science.. here i come!